My love directs you.
1 John 2:27
But you have received the Holy Spirit, and he lives within you, so you don’t need anyone to teach you what is true. For the Spirit teaches you everything you need to know, and what he teaches is true—it is not a lie. So just as he has taught you, remain in fellowship with Christ. NLT
You need not fear being left on your own dear one, for My Spirit will continue to teach you everything you need to know. He is your teacher and your counsellor, and He will be faithful to direct you through connecting you to the deep desires of your heart.
And it is in this place of knowing that I have created you to be a unique expression of My being, you can explore all of the wonderful gifts I have prepared for you to do in Christ before the foundation of the world.
So don't try and overthink your future too much My little one. Trust Me and trust My plan for you. And simply yield to the leading of My Spirit as He gently guides you by the longings I have placed in your heart.